“The devil made me do it the first time, the second time I done it on my own”
Billy Joe Shaver, “Black Rose” 1973
Last weekend, I went on a misguided quest in search of a rumored stretch of trout stream high up in the Santa Catalina Mountains. The trek up the canyon didn’t quite turn out how I expected, and out of desperation, I then took the Catalina Highway up to Rose Canyon Lake.
I have known about this lake for a while now. It is another WPA-CCC project from the Depression, similar to Parker Canyon Dam, and it is a put and take recreation area. As long as I have known about it, I have been avoiding it. A put and take fishery, this close to Tucson, would be bedlam. Also, I have a weird sort of revulsion to standing on a lakeshore where a few days before a truck pulled up and dumped a few thousand fish. All during the drive up, I was thinking “It won’t be that bad. It is late on a Saturday afternoon, most people will be on their way home by now, you should get some solitude and some fish.”
I pulled up to the entrance, paid the usage fee and followed the road through the campground to the parking lot. I was dead wrong in thinking that late afternoon would be less crowded. The lot was just about full and during the walk down to the lake, which is only a few acres, I could see that solitude, or even enough space for a cast, would be in short supply.
I walked down to the far end, near the spill way, and found some space. Rise rings were appearing on the surface, so I used an olive EHC, and just put it out there. I caught four stocker rainbows in 45 minutes, just casting out onto the surface. I was able to lose myself for a bit and get away from the shoulder to shoulder insanity of this place, even while watching the guy a few hundred feet from me pour some canned corn into his hand and toss it out onto the lake, chumming up the fish.
The event that really put things in perspective for me was when a large brood of kids, maybe 10 and their parents, aunts, uncles, whomever, showed up. They all lined up on the shore, starting about two feet from me. One of the adults came over and asked if they were crowding me, and with a feigned smile, I said “actually I was about to go”.
I developed a sick feeling on the drive down the moutain. Even though I had caught some fish, and eased the pyshic itch of being a fisherman living in a desert, I still felt cheap and tawdry. I could only imagine this is one what feels after leaving a brothel. Sure, you felt physically satisfied, but how would you feel when you next looked into the mirror? I paid for it, got what I was after and still didn’t feel right with the world.